Narrow Paths

He came to me, took my hand and lifted me slowly, was weak, his eyes made me regain strength, your smile makes me shudder, I start to feel a heat go through my body when approaching I remember him, my legs were shaking, and my body was burning with desire for him, my lips dried up the fleece, wanted her for a kiss, he looked at my face and smiled, suddenly pulled me by the waist against his body and kissed me passionately as if no tomorrow. The site was dark where we were the only lighting we had was the moonlight, the tall trees of their long branches loaded with leaves of its darker color.
We stop kissing, but wanted to continue to do so his mouth was so sweet and soft, like eat chocolate with caramel, today I am sure that he was the man of my dreams, the man I wanted to marry a day and have a family.
We walked cheerfully by small paths that led us to a small village, the village was a sad but very busy, when I looked at the hand he was gone, I panicked, what happened? I found myself lost in the dark alleys of the small town and eyes wet with tears that do not bear to pour, my dress was completely in tatters, the dirt from my skin tone masked her white, my hair was matted and full lice and earth, had a hunger that could eat a pan full of food.
The population of the town included two classes, the lower class (poor) and the middle class, as it should already be at dawn, constituted a threat to me wandering walk here alone, there were drunken men to walk the zig-zag on the streets, prostitutes with men to escape a dark and sinister to sell, let me harried, would have to get food but could not pay it, I saw a man has some age, had gray hair, a mustache too the same color, structure and low-fat, wearing loose clothing and very worn out, I panicked again, wanted to run away, I looked at the lanes next to where I was and ran without looking back when I got down the road I realized that this was no way out but gave a small courtyard, the man turned to me smiling, his mouth was horrible and degrading his teeth were black and that's when I cried, I cover my mouth and I leaned against a wall, went up my dress, unbuttoned his pants and whispered in my ear "today you will be my crazy bitch." Tears streamed down my face, wanted to stop but it was there that said no, then gave him a kick in the knee and it staggered to his left, managed to escape, was so hungry and gives, I found a small pool beside a beautiful house, all decorated with flowers in her garden, was white and all shades of wood made it an authentic country house, drank fresh water feeling so well with those simple sips, I saw that there was a nearby pub that still open, this small meals served, among men who were sitting there together with some women's life looked at me puzzled, I asked the employee had leftovers that I could give, he shouted for all to hear what he had ordering, the laughter of the occupants of the pub were a tone so loud that I felt so humiliated in such a way that leaves to run away.
I had the idea to go scavenge in rubbish bins like a hungry rat, I found hard crusts of bread as a few days rest in an apple, ate knew me very well in the mouth for something other than the oatmeal I gave that prison from time to time, as I was tired I lay down underneath a park bench because he had started to drizzle, so I was sheltered from the rain.
My angel where you are, come get me, you are my strength, you do only my heart beating, do not leave me alone in this world of animals.




Jane Lee